Location : Azkaban Dormitory - Jogjakarta, ID
Time : 10 AM
Point of view : Jndrl (the lame and lazy bear)

...
*cellphone's ringing*

doh! its Bodat again, but since im soo kind i answer the phonecall

*** (the conversation details should remains a secret between me and Bodat, til undetermined time)

finally, its done and uugh .. i think i need to pee >___<;;

then the lame lazy bear aka me opens the bedroom door
ouch! i forgot my towel
get back to my room to take my towel...

walks across the main hall which we called "living room" towards the bathroom
and ..

woot??
O______O <-- this is me with my eyeballs almost jump outta its place

>_____<;; <-- me (again) thinkin .. damn, another regulation!

there are 2 new regulation posted on the wall :
1. "do NOT spit on the floor without flushed it", and
2. " do NOT bother to raise any kind of objection about the rules"

phew~

before that, there are 6 other regulation that already posted on the walls and door. these posts could make wallpapers for the bathroom, in time.

makes me wonder ,, is there any other place as spooky as our bathroom? is there any other regulation will be posted? and ,, wonders why the bathroom patrol hasn't post regulation with more handy picture?

blah!
i actually thinks its cute

as i walk alone on the dark quiet alley
the rain starts to pouring down
and the Memory plays inside my head
remembering what i've done the past 365 days
i open my glasses and put it inside my jumper's pocket
and free my eyes to cry

did i found happiness?
or all i got was just sorrow?

have i spread love?
or all i did was spreading hatred?

and the ultimate questions is:
have i changed into a better person?

i take a deep breath as i walk to the darkest corner at that alley
pulled out a pack of marlboro black menthol and lit one
inhale the nicotine
exhale the pain
and drown myself in nightmare
(!again)